Today I discovered that a lot of things that I believed in and a person I trusted might not be so great after all. I've seen the true way people can be and how they can sweet talk you one minute and be stabbing you in the back the whole time. I learned this lesson years ago but I was so young that it didnt really directly affect me and my own life. Now that my own decisions are starting to make an impact on my life it makes me think more before I make a decision about how it will affect me in the long run. I only have suspicions as of now about this person and their intentions but I am sure that at some point tonight I will have to confront them and make them aware of my knowledge. I am terrified of having this conversation but I know that it is crucial that I do. I need facts instead of theories. Instead of assumptions. Instead of fears. It might not even be what I think it is and maybe I am just creating the worst case scenario in my own mind to prepare myself for anything. That is something that I would do. I am my father's daughter. haha. Anyway, I will update as soon as I know the truth. I am really only writing this for myself not for anyone else. I need to write these things down to vent.
Until next time...

So, today I had to be up at 5AM to go a meeting at work. I closed the store last night so I got home late and then had to be up super early. I'm sure that to all of you adults this is such a lame story but to me it's a big deal because I'm not used to this kinda stuff. I felt pretty important going to a "meeting" though. That's something that adults do on a regular basis and I felt pretty grown up. I know that i'm not and it's really not a big deal at all but it's something new that I've never done before. we got FREE FOOD!! So that was cool.
Anyway, I have been heavily contemplating quitting my job but the fact is that i've had this job for two years, I opened the store when it was first built, I make pretty good money for someone my age in retail, and I live five seconds from my store so how can I ask for more? I've just decided to stick it out and see what God has planned for me. Tons of people would kill to have a steady, easy job like I have so who am I to complain? Right? Right. So yeah, that's pretty much all for today.
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Hello fellow bloggers! I'm kinda new at this whole blogging thing but here we go anyway! I have just graduated high school and am ready to go on to the next step in my life. This is an extremely scary point in my life for me and I'm learning how to deal with it. So many things are changing and I'm having to learn to adapt to this new life. The people that I have known for years are suddenly fading away and starting their own lives. I am being forced to meet new people and step outside of my "comfort zone". This is a great thing, dont get me wrong, but...you know..just a bit nerveracking.
This is also one of the most exciting times in life and I am enjoying every day! I am loving the new friendships I am forming and getting out of my old routine. I adapt well to change unlike so many people but it's still new. I am suprisingly laid back at this point and not really stressing about anything but rather trusting God to know what is best for me because God knows that I havent a clue!
Anyway, I think I'm gonna like this whole blog thing so any advice worth sharing please let me know! Thanks bloggers!
Until next time....